Saturday, December 25, 2010

Quit bursting my bubble

You know what. I'm getting sick of people questioning my resolve. Yes partly I am to blame for making such a big change in terms of my career path.

But, it's impossible for any being outside mine to understand this decision and the peace of mind that comes with it. The decision was not one where you can sit on your ass and let it simmer. You either grab it or regret it. I grabbed it. And I am at peace. I believe my family and God is at peace with it. I'm not gonna let anybody piss all over it.

As I grow up, I realize there are less and less places where I am free to achieve my fullest potential without people bursting my bubble all the time. Damn I'm whining. I don't want too. But this is my blog and these are my tantrums. KNN! lol

Fine, I don't expect any respect. There's only going to be silence until I reach my goals. Family is designed to either be the source of greatest love or greatest condemnation.

I heard self esteem is the root of many problems. And I've heard too, somehow, that the atonement of Jesus is the spiritual root of all human relations. Ok, good, let's end on a less negative note. I don't want to be a total bitch.

omg, horrible christmas post..

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